Maybe I'm not so small after all

I had a dream the other night where I was masturbating and the more I stroked my dick the bigger it got. Eventually it grew to where I was well-hung. In my dream I thought “I'm not so small after all. I just need to get it hard.” But then I woke up and still had my little penis.

Of course it does get bigger when I masturbate, but I never seem to have more than about five inches (ok, maybe it;'s only 4 ½). The erections are only temporary. If masturbating made me grow permanently I'd be huge. But if anything I'm probably getting smaller as I get older.

I remember noticing how my older brother had a bigger dick than I back when we use to masturbate each other. I liked the way it looked, especially when I made it ooze thick white cum. I like my dick too, even if it is smaller. To me, the penis is the only part of the male body that is sexy.

In middle school we had gym class and in the locker room I noticed that I was smaller than the other guys. Once someone told me that some girls had passed by an open window to the locker room and had seen me naked. He was surprised that it didn't bother me. I didn't know those girls, and in fact I kinda liked the thought of having girls see me naked (although I kept this to myself). Later that evening my masturbation fantasy was the thought of being accidentally exposed. That fantasy eventually morphed into one where I'm naked and clothed women are examining my little dick.

I also remember overhearing a conversation between two women about their cock preferences. One said that size didn't matter so much and the other said that she preferred large cocks. The lady who preferred them big turned out to be the first woman to fuck me. I probably frustrated her since I wasn't well-hung and I didn't last very long.

The dream is interesting. I often mention that I'm small (in dick only), but it seems from that dream that I might subconsciously long to be well-hung.