I've talked about my first orgasm before. I enjoy orgasms very much. Some are more intense than others. But my first is one I remember very well and one I still think about often. My parents were out on a Saturday night and my brother had me go into our bedroom, pulled down my pajamas, and started beating me off (that's what he later told me it was called). The funny thing is, at the time I don't recall that it was all that pleasurable. I really didn't know what to make of it. Mostly I was curious as to what my brother was up to when he started stroking my dick and I was surprised when that white stuff came out. I remember that it felt strange- not necessarily pleasant or unpleasant- only different than anything I had experienced before. One thing is for sure, it really had an impact on me since it is so prominent in my memory even after all of this time. Was your first orgasm sheer ecstasy? Or was it a surprise?
But the next time I eagerly followed my brother back into our bedroom when he came out into the living room naked. Once again my parents were out on a Saturday night and I was watching TV. He was naked and I kind of knew what he had in mind. Once again he beat me off and then there was that feeling again! This time it was very nice! And this time he wanted me to do him. So I started beating-off my brother too. He had a nice looking dick, bigger than mine and much hairier. And I made him cum. His cum was thicker and oozed out of his dick, while mine was thinner and shot up into the air more.
It didn't take long before I really enjoyed orgasms and looked forward to the experience. Before long I was giving myself a quicky almost on a daily basis. I would go into the bathroom, woods, basement, etc. Anywhere for the few minutes of privacy I needed to make my little dick spew out its white cream. It really seemed like I just needed to get this stuff out of my balls. It was only later when I started to try to extend the experience.
More and more my masturbation began to involve porn. Just the sight of it was satisfying, but masturbating to it was even better. During my pre-masturbation phase I was aroused by suggestive images on TV, the movies or the Sears catalog. My first exposure to real porn was when my brother went out into the garage another Saturday evening when my parents were out and started looking at my father's porn stash he kept in the trunk of his car. I remember how interesting this was. At this point we were no longer masturbating each other since my brother had put a stop to that after I tried to suck his dick. So we just looked at those wonderful porn images. I remembering being amazed at how there was such great variety in women's breasts. They were all different shapes and sizes, and their nipples and areoles showed such variation too. I had been curious what women looked like before that and somehow was surprised that their breasts were capped with those marvelous parts. Somehow pictures of naked women are inherently reinforcing and I believe that I would still find that to be the case even if I had never cum to them.
But after a few evenings of lusting over the pics of these adult goddesses my brother decided to take one of my father's mags and hide it in the basement. I was shocked! My father was sure to discover our sins! But nothing happened and a few days later I visited that mag in our basement. It was so fantastic! It was full of pics of half-naked ladies, showing off their naked breasts. And now I could beat-off while I ogled those pics of those beautiful goddesses. Needless to say, I cumed quickly.
The thing was, after a few times I started delaying a bit, trying to decide which of those babes to blow my load too. Unfortunately I couldn't cum to all of them, since no sooner had I blown my load that the passion left me and my little dick went limp. So I delayed cuming a bit. One thing lead to another and I slowly prolonged my masturbation sessions. It wasn't long before I enjoyed the act of masturbation in it's own right.
I find it enjoyable to play with myself even if it doesn't lead to orgasm. I do it more and more lately. Of course, there is nothing quite as enjoyable as the intense organism I get after hours of masturbation. Still, when I don't have the time for this I like to squeeze in a few strokes of my little dick if possible.
Orgasms are very intense and I do like them very much. Unfortunately they don't last very long. I enjoy porn masturbation so much that I like to keep it going. Overall I get much more pleasure from the act of masturbating than from cuming, but very much do like the feeling of an orgasm.
I suppose that my first creaming resulted in the release of all sorts of reinforcing hormones. Since this was paired with the contractions of orgasm these rapidly became a secondary reinforcer. Later this process continued to spread earlier in the chain of events so that just stroking my little dick became pleasurable.
