Jerk-off loser

Jerk-off loser, that's me. I like masturbating to those jerk-off encouragement flicks. Here's a sample of one that I find particularly arousing.



So let's go over what Celine is saying in some detail.


Celine: “Always use your fucking hand pussy. The only pussy in your life (laughs).”

Celine sure does look sexy. She's the kind of babe most guys would love to fuck, but guys like us only get to fuck our hands (if your a woman, then perhaps you only have your fingers to make love to). While I have had pussy I didn't get it until I was 25 and I thought I would never get any. So deep down inside I relate to this. And when my ex-wife divorced me (actually even before that) I was back in the same situation. If you haven't had sex for years you might as well be a virgin. And us virgins only have our hands to make love to, so let's start stroking. I use to be ashamed of this but now it turns me on. And I like being laughed at while I beat my meat.

Celine: “You are so pathetic. You are a pathetic virgin guy.”

Being called pathetic only makes my arousal more intense. Some guys might boast of having many conquests in the form of women layed and cherries popped. Not me. I'm a pathetic masturbator who has jerked-off many thousands of times.


Celine: “Today you're going to taste your cum for me. It's my way...”

This is one of those special masturbation encouragement vids. She's telling me to taste my own cum! It's her way! And I'm up for it. Especially since she's making fun of me and calling me pathetic. What could be more pathetic than eating your own cum after masturbating over porn? Of course, I'm going to do it my way, in front of my computer and catching every drop in my hand.

Celine: “Stroke your cock for me.”

What's a guy to do? Yes, I'll stroke it for you!



Look at the way she's standing over us now! She's so superior! So sexy! Notice that terrific figure! And she's making the fist! She knows we're masturbating over her sexy body and she's not even going to undress for us. We're to pathetic to even see her tits, let alone pussy. She'll save that for some stud, some real man who knows how to satisfy women. But she has let us see her in that sexy leather outfit so lets all cream and swallow it! Lick up every drop and thank her for giving us this video!

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The Story of O

The December 1975 issue of Playboy did a story on “The story of O”. Back then I was a fairly regular masturbator of Playboy and this story really caught my eye. They told a story of a woman, played by the incredibly beautiful Corine Clery, who is left by her lover at a chateau where she can be had my any man who wants her. They describe how she had her labia pierced and a double gold ring inserted with which she was led naked on a chain attached to this ring between her legs.

Naturally this story got me very excited and I masturbated over the few pics that Playboy included with the article. Kink really turns me on and they described a very kinky flick. I was conflicted over one pic however. It showed a whipping scene.

The woman tied to the posts had what I considered to be a very nice body- sexy thighs and a cute bush. Ind I was really turned on by the way she was tied in that spread-eagle position. But I didn't feel right masturbating over a whipping. So I focused on her body rather than the deed and dumped my load several times to this particular shots.

Years and several BMSD mags later I was on the internet and happened across a reference to the story of O. I downloaded a short clip that depicted one of O's whippings (she was the clothed one on the right in the pic above).






A blast from the past! And just look at how beautiful Corine is! I masturbated over that short clip and then looked for more. But all I could find was more copies of the same clip.

Still later I ran across some porn about the training of O. “The Training of O turns girls into proper sex slaves. They are dropped off by their husbands or boyfriends and over four days trained to be the perfect sluts. They become total whores for cock and they always do whatever they are commanded. “ Well, I wonder where they got that idea?



This pic shows the lovely Bobby Starr being trained. While this made very good masturbation material after a few blown loads I went looking for the original. And I found a good copy of the whole thing!

What wonderful masturbation sessions I had with that flick! It was so intense from end-to-end! It starts out with a cab ride where her lover tells her to take off her panties. The cab driver is watching in the mirror. After her bra comes off and some breast fondling she is blindfolded and taken to the chateau where two women undress her and prepare her with nipple make-up and a color. She is told that it is forbidden to keep her legs together. Then there is a very erotic scene where she is fucked in all sorts of ways by a group of strangers while her lover watches. There's scene after scene of O being used by men and every time she puts up with it.



In this scene O and her lover have left the chateau and met a friend who she's given to. He proceeds to tell her to strip and here he has his hand in her crotch. I'm masturbating and dripping lots of pre-cum. It's so exciting the way he's helping himself to her beautiful body. He tells her “You are easy.” He says that she wants every man that desires her. That all of this is an alibi for her sensuality.











Here he tells her to play with herself. Then he bends her over the couch and gives her a good fucking doggy-style. Corine is so incredibility sexy. Such a pretty face and hair. And those tits- nice and full but not too large. And her shape! It's just so great to masturbate over her beautiful body while all those different men use her. She acts so proud, she's not a slut, but she lets them do whatever they want!




I made a whole blog about the story of O, I was so taken by it. But I didn't get much traffic and I did away with it. I lost the flick when my system crashed but I've just recently downloaded it again. Now I'm beatin-off like crazy to this erotic story.



Here's a short clip which is intended only to be used for masturbation.

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Masturbation material

I started masturbating without props, but it wasn't long before I noticed some pics of sexy women in the bathroom where I often did my deed. One of the first was the JC Pennies catalog that had women modeling lingerie. At the time these seemed almost like the women were nude. They were in bras, panties, slips and stockings. This made very nice masturbation material, but somehow the catalog disappeared from its place in the bathroom.

A bit latter my older brother brought used Playboy mags” home. He kept them in a hiding place in the basement and that spot soon became one of my favorite masturbation places. Of course I had to do the deed when no one was around so that limited my porn masturbation.

When I went off to college things changed. I had a roommate my first year and as a result, no porn. Mostly I masturbated in the shower. However after that first year I had an apartment of my own and I always had a porn stash. The nice thing about this arrangement was that I could beat-off over porn anytime I wanted (except when I had a class of course).

I met my ex-wife when I was in school and after a bit I moved in with her. Once again I didn't have porn but I did have sex with a real woman. At first this was much better than jerking-off over pics of naked women as I got to do some of those things I had been masturbating over. It was very exciting! But after awhile we were having sex less often and when we both graduated we split up.

After college I got a job and an apartment and started collecting porn again. I had more money now and as a result I also had more porn. Shopping for porn was always an adventure.

My ex-wife got back in touch with me and we started visiting each other so I had to hide my porn collection. Once she made a surprise visit and I had to stuff everything under the bed. Eventually she asked me if I still wanted to marry her (I had proposed before we split up) and I said yes, so once again I had no porn.

On our honeymoon I did her with a hairbrush. But that was the only time we had sex on our honeymoon. We did it off and on during the first part of our marred life but it really wasn't enough to satisfy my sex drive so I had to supplement our sex with shower masturbation. Eventually we bought a house and I happened to find a porn mag in the attic. I remember in particular a pic of a naked young blond with ice cream from a cone dripping down her chest. It was very nice to masturbate to porn again.

I started up a porn collection in what I thought was a secure hiding place in the basement. I would go down there and cream over those lovely ladies, sometimes when my ex was upstairs. I had to be ready to pull up my pants at any moment, but it was well worth the risk. Then one time, when we were having one of our arguments, she mentioned the porn. So I moved it to a safer spot, but continued my habit.

When she threw me out of our house I started up another porn collection. This one got nice and large and I spent a lot more time masturbating over it. But then I found the internet” and all its porn.

I must say that the internet has changed my porn masturbation considerably. For one thing, there is such a wealth of porn to chose from. I, for one, can never make up my mind so I end up masturbating to all varieties of porn and many different pretty girls. Back when I used mags I would beat-off over a few different babes for weeks at a time. Another thing about internet porn, especially lately, is the superb resolution of many of the pics. I got an extra-large monitor and now most of the pics are larger and sharper than even yesteryear’s Playboy centerfolds.

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