Masturbator in the mirror

On occasion I've masturbated in front of a mirror. I was reminded of this while perusing another masturbation blog recently. Unfortunately I can't seem to find the link, but then there are so many sites to keep track of. Anyway this guy was talking about gooning in front of a mirror. He said that he was not in love with his own body, just his cock. For me it isn't even that. I'm not in love with my dick, I just use it for sex and then ignore it until the next time I'm horny.

Anyway, Over the years I've masturbated in front of a mirror. My first was as an adolescent in front of the large mirror in the family bathroom. At one point this bathroom was a place where I could beat-off when others were at home, although I had to be quick about it. Anyway rather than lying on the floor (which was my typical position) I stood up in front of the mirror. When you see yourself in the mirror it makes masturbation a different experience. Jerking-off to porn or my fantasies allows me to become immersed in the scene. It's not like I'm having sex with my hand, I'm with that beautiful woman, ogling her body and perhaps thinking of how nice it would be to bury my face in her pussy. In front of a mirror the hard reality of me as a masturbator is staring me in the face.

Having been reminded of mirror masturbation, the next time I was in the bathroom I gave it a try. Now I'm not into the sight of my own body, or the male body in general, but I think that the penis is the one attractive part we males have. And the sight of my dick being stroked is a turn-on, perhaps because that sight has brought me so much pleasure in the past. But the other thing I recalled is how I would make faces at myself as I masturbated. Yes, I'm masturbating, and I enjoy it!

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Outdoor masturbation

I mentioned beatin-off over Glenna, a story that involves the outdoors. That wasn't my only outdoors experience.

I went outdoors naked quite a few times when I was an adolescent. First it was just a short way. I'd go out the basement door and over the hill behind our house. Then I'd beat-off in the night air. I went a little further still and I was in the woods. I had to be careful as I was barefoot. Creeping around in the dark added an extra level of kink to my masturbating. It was a bit scary, it was exciting.

I remember one night I was masturbating over a rather earthy looking woman in a Playboy mag. She wasn't the centerfold but I had creamed over her several times before. There was something about her dark skin and wild hair that appealed to me. Anyway, after a bit I decided to go out. It was raining slightly but I continued because it was a warm summer night. I went down the hill, into the woods, and down a path that lead to a little creek next to a road. The rain had picked up and it was coming down hard now. I laid down in the creek and started masturbating. The water rushed over me as I stroked my dick. It was all very sensual but it didn't seem like I was going to cum. Then I thought of my earthy masturbation girlfriend and pretty soon I blew it. Of course now I was out in the rain, naked, and no longer sexually aroused, so I went back home as fast as possible in bare feet.

Another night I went out our back door and up a hill when to my horror I saw the silhouette of my neighbor standing in his yard some distance away. I was completely naked except for an old pair of nylon stockings that my mother had thrown away (I suppose I haven't told you about any of that yet). I turned and ran right back into the house. It was so embarrassing. I didn't know what he might have seen in the dark. Did he realize I was naked? Did he see me in my mothers stockings? Nothing every became of that incident, but that was my last time at it.

That is, until more recently. When my ex-wife divorced me I had a lot of extra time and besides masturbation I took up hiking. Once after having climbed a somewhat difficult mountain I was walking along a deserted path and got the urge to masturbate. It felt good, but I didn't manage to cum. I did this several other times. Then on one hike when I was walking through a marshy area I got to thinking about my ex. Now she was a real pain. She was living in the house we both owned and always wanting me to pay for repairs, etc. But on the other hand, I had these erotic memories of our sexual past. This though of choking her came into my mind. My hands around her neck, and then suddenly she's nude in my imagination. Now I stop hiking and my pants are down. Now I've got my hands around her neck and I'm fucking her. Then I'm cumming all over the moss and leaves. Nice.

I developed some other ex-wife masturbation fantasies while hiking. In one I pay some strangers to kidnap her and then gangbang her. When they're done with her they gag her and chain her to a sign along a public road where everyone sees her naked the next day. It's like screwing her vicariously. This all reflects my mixed emotions.

I might have masturbated over my ex to this day if I hadn't met my girlfriend. But when she sucked my dick and I went down on her she became the object of my masturbation fantasies.

I still enjoy masturbating while hiking. I'll go along for a ways until maybe I come to an overlook. Then if no one is around I'll slip my loose-fitting shorts down to my knees and give my dick a few strokes while I take in the scenery. This is an interesting situation because you are exposing yourself to the whole world, but anyone who might see you is miles away and couldn't really tell what you're up to. Anyway I'll do this at several overlooks, and maybe some deserted place along the path. Then, perhaps at the top, I'll find some convenient spot to go all the way.

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Current Events

4:50- I change into a t-shirt and socks and sit down in front of my computer. I checked out a few things, lightly caressing my little dick, until I ran across some pics of Lorena. I gave my dick a few good strokes and then proceeded to down load these. Now I'm going to town on her and my dick feels so good! After a bit I have to slow down because I've got a whole lot more masturbating to do before I cum.

I go back to Lorena's pics again. I check her out on Google images. She has such a pretty face! Always a pleasant expression. Such a nice body! And those tits of hers!!! Then I realize that she's never been featured on my “Small Tops” blog.

It's only been about half an hour and already I'm very aroused. The good thing about this is the way it feels and the fact that I'm making plenty of precum that I can lick as I masturbate over beautiful Lorena. That bad thing about this is that I have to be careful not to go all the way with her (Lorena and I have gone all the way several times already, but it's still a bit early for that right now).

6 pm- I'm going through my blog “small tops”. I can't believe I've never featured Lorena there. I suppose she must have been in an earlier incarnation of that blog. There sure are a lot of cute girls with sexy little titties there though, and my precum tastes especially good tonight.

So I'm putting together a post- Lorena will be our next small tops dream girl. I'm surfing the web for Lorena, pulling on my dick, downloading pics, and stroking away when I come across something hot.

6:51- I'm starting my 3rd hour of masturbation. Mostly it's been for Lorena, but I've come across some other beautiful babes too. I found out that another babe I've hot the hots for is named Anna, at least in some of her pic sets, and I've found some new pics of her.


7:37- Finally got Lorena's post done. It was a lot of work, going through all of her pics to find the best ones, masturbating, picking out the very best from the ones I selected, masturbating, and trying to make those difficult decisions- there are so many sexy Lorena pics! Then there's the uploading, the masturbating while I wait, and the comments! Now Lorena's post is done and I can masturbate some more as I admire my work. Wonder if she's the one I'll spill my seed to tonight?

Put some leftovers in the microwave. Now I'm looking at hardcore and eating in front of my computer.
My dick and I sure did enjoy masturbating over Lorena but her stuff is softcore and now I'm craving something harder.

8:31- I ran across some pics of lovely Sasha Grey getting her pretty pussy stuffed with a big cock. I'm jerking overtime. I seem to be able to masturbate a lot harder now without having to worry about blowing my load. I'm in my Sasha Grey folder now. I've got tons of pics and some clips of that lovely goddess doing every thing you could imagine- fucking, sucking cocks, gang-banging, bound and abused, and just looking sexy solo. And the really cool thing is, she's doing regular acting now.

9:21- I found this “amateur” pic set of an older woman with a dildo. She sure did look hot and I just about blew my load. Getting a bit sticky, but my dick is still fully loaded.

10:20- Been busy. Mostly I've been jerking-off to amateur porn. It's not one of my typical favorites but tonight I'm in to it. Just found some really well done amateur stuff (most of it is in focus) of a cute gal.

10:6- Blew my load o that cute amateur. She was doing herself with a vibrator and I just couldn't hold out any longer. Very intense!!!

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Do you like to do weird and unusual things?

To date, 40% of our readers taking the poll say that they often do weird things when they masturbate and 38% say they sometimes do. So what are those weird things you've been doing?

Leave a comment, even if it's a short and anonymous one. That way I can create another poll to find out how often our readers do certain things. I'd like to know, it makes me horny.

Better still, leave a long description with details. That would be even better to masturbate over.

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Masturbation Blogging

Wouldn't it be a better world if we all talked about masturbation openly? Well, I suppose that anonymous masturbation blogging is a start.

I began by making comments about masturbation at a porn site that allowed comments. Ir seemed strange to me that people would talk about every thing else when the obvious function of porn is to serve as a masturbation aid.

Then I was searching the term “masturbation” on Google and I came across sites like http://www.mymasturbation.com/ where people write in about their masturbation experiences. I entered one. Next I came across the Onania blogspot (now defunct) and left my story about my first masturbation. Seeing it in print made me masturbate, but I also realized that I could start my own blog. I signed up for a blogspot, but the simple title “masturbator” was already taken. So I tried one thing after another until finally I hit on “masterjerker”.

My first attempt was a bit misdirected since I wasn't sure whether I wanted to post my own masturbation history and opinions or pics of the girls I idolized and creamed over. I did both at first, but then I decided that the pics should go into a separate blog which I named “Porn Masturbation”. This setup worked well and I was posting stories about my past, masturbating, and posting pics of pretty girls. It wasn't long before I started another blog- cunnilingus- named after another of my favorite pastimes. Then I started the blog “Masturbation Goddess” which soon evolved into a blog where readers nominated and voted on their favorite masturbation girlfriends.

I put counters on my blogs and found out that after awhile I was getting lots of hits. I even got some comments. This became an obsession for me, blogging and masturbating the whole time (for inspiration). But then, after perhaps a year and a half I began to have thoughts of deleting everything. This was due to a combination of paranoia and masturbation guilt/shame.

I've always found that in the heat of masturbation I'm ready for all sorts of wild experiences. But after I drain my dick of cum my libido is gone too. Then I start having thoughts that are counter-productive to masturbation. One by one I started deleting blogs. I got some comments on my main blog from disappointed readers. But I continued until they were all gone. I was going to turn over a new leaf.

But I didn't stop masturbating, and before long I had started up the second generation of my masturbation blogs. This went on for some time (probably another year) until my account was suspended by Google!!!

After a bit I started up a third time. When my account was suspended again I contacted their help link and after several tries, lo and behold, my blogs were restored.

So here I am today, writing this story and stroking my dick.

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My ex and her boyfriends

When I was living with my ex before we were married sometimes we would talk about our former lovers. She obviously had more than me, so I made up some so as not to seem like the inexperienced novice that I was. Anyway I found that I was always excited about hearing about her former adventures. I wanted to hear every detail but usually she was short on these.

One of my favorites was about the first time a guy went down on her. She said that some guy was in her dorm room and all of the sudden he just pulled down her shorts and panties. He said that he just wanted to have a look. The image of my girlfriend, just lying there and letting some guy expose her cunt was very thrilling. But then she says he went down on her. She said that she didn't understand why he was doing it, but she did have her first orgasm then.

Another story I liked was about how her roommate taught her how to suck cocks. Her roommate told her that guys liked to have their balls licked and that she could then suck on their cocks like it was a Popsicle. I asked her if she tried it out and she said that she did and that guys really seemed to like it. The thought of my girlfriend sucking on big hairy cocks made me hard. I have to say though that I only had my dick inside her mouth a few times.

I liked to imagine her sucking and fucking her former boyfriends. It made for some really good masturbation fantasies. But when she told me that she was going to have a visit from one o them and that she wanted me to leave for the weekend it really made me upset. Despite the pleasure I got from my fantasies I was not ok with the real thing. She told me I was being too uptight and that her boyfriend was just coming buy so that they could go to a music festival. She also explained that her ex-boyfriend who she had lived with previously had done the same thing to her. That didn't help at all. We had several arguments, but in the end I was packing for the weekend.

I was upset, but that didn't keep me from masturbating over what I imagined they might be up to. In the end he left early and she came to get me. We made up and lived happily for a little while.

After we were married she told me one time that she was going out of town to see the guy she had lived with before we lived together. Once again, dealing with the reality of her being with this guy who she use to have sex with on a regular basis was nothing like my fantasies. She insisted that she wasn't going to do anything with him and that she just wanted to talk about old times.

As it turns out, these real events that were so upsetting at the time have turned out to be wonderful fuel for my masturbation fantasies. I've lost track long ago of how many times I've laid in bed stroking my dick while I think of her doing all sorts of sexual acts with those guys. Funny how imagination and reality are so much different!

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String around my dick

I use to be in to a lot of weird things when I masturbated. One thing I tried was tying a string around my dick.

I got some string and put a slip-knot in the end. Then I slipped it around by dick. Now what? I tried out several things. A weight. Throwing a longer string over a rafter on the ceiling (I did this in my basement masturbation place). Either way this put some tension on that slip knot and it dug into my sensitive little dick. This was both good and bad. It was good since it produced an intense sensation in my dick. It was bad because it kind of hurt. Besides I was a bit concerned that I might somehow injure myself.

I did this on several different occasions. I tried putting the noose around both my balls and my dick, at the base. This way I could still masturbate.

I gave this practice up a long time ago. For one thing, I might injure myself. For another, after awhile the thrill was gone.

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