My ex and her boyfriends

When I was living with my ex before we were married sometimes we would talk about our former lovers. She obviously had more than me, so I made up some so as not to seem like the inexperienced novice that I was. Anyway I found that I was always excited about hearing about her former adventures. I wanted to hear every detail but usually she was short on these.

One of my favorites was about the first time a guy went down on her. She said that some guy was in her dorm room and all of the sudden he just pulled down her shorts and panties. He said that he just wanted to have a look. The image of my girlfriend, just lying there and letting some guy expose her cunt was very thrilling. But then she says he went down on her. She said that she didn't understand why he was doing it, but she did have her first orgasm then.

Another story I liked was about how her roommate taught her how to suck cocks. Her roommate told her that guys liked to have their balls licked and that she could then suck on their cocks like it was a Popsicle. I asked her if she tried it out and she said that she did and that guys really seemed to like it. The thought of my girlfriend sucking on big hairy cocks made me hard. I have to say though that I only had my dick inside her mouth a few times.

I liked to imagine her sucking and fucking her former boyfriends. It made for some really good masturbation fantasies. But when she told me that she was going to have a visit from one o them and that she wanted me to leave for the weekend it really made me upset. Despite the pleasure I got from my fantasies I was not ok with the real thing. She told me I was being too uptight and that her boyfriend was just coming buy so that they could go to a music festival. She also explained that her ex-boyfriend who she had lived with previously had done the same thing to her. That didn't help at all. We had several arguments, but in the end I was packing for the weekend.

I was upset, but that didn't keep me from masturbating over what I imagined they might be up to. In the end he left early and she came to get me. We made up and lived happily for a little while.

After we were married she told me one time that she was going out of town to see the guy she had lived with before we lived together. Once again, dealing with the reality of her being with this guy who she use to have sex with on a regular basis was nothing like my fantasies. She insisted that she wasn't going to do anything with him and that she just wanted to talk about old times.

As it turns out, these real events that were so upsetting at the time have turned out to be wonderful fuel for my masturbation fantasies. I've lost track long ago of how many times I've laid in bed stroking my dick while I think of her doing all sorts of sexual acts with those guys. Funny how imagination and reality are so much different!