Wouldn't it be a better world if we all talked about masturbation openly? Well, I suppose that anonymous masturbation blogging is a start.
I began by making comments about masturbation at a porn site that allowed comments. Ir seemed strange to me that people would talk about every thing else when the obvious function of porn is to serve as a masturbation aid.
Then I was searching the term “masturbation” on Google and I came across sites like http://www.mymasturbation.com/ where people write in about their masturbation experiences. I entered one. Next I came across the Onania blogspot (now defunct) and left my story about my first masturbation. Seeing it in print made me masturbate, but I also realized that I could start my own blog. I signed up for a blogspot, but the simple title “masturbator” was already taken. So I tried one thing after another until finally I hit on “masterjerker”.
My first attempt was a bit misdirected since I wasn't sure whether I wanted to post my own masturbation history and opinions or pics of the girls I idolized and creamed over. I did both at first, but then I decided that the pics should go into a separate blog which I named “Porn Masturbation”. This setup worked well and I was posting stories about my past, masturbating, and posting pics of pretty girls. It wasn't long before I started another blog- cunnilingus- named after another of my favorite pastimes. Then I started the blog “Masturbation Goddess” which soon evolved into a blog where readers nominated and voted on their favorite masturbation girlfriends.
I put counters on my blogs and found out that after awhile I was getting lots of hits. I even got some comments. This became an obsession for me, blogging and masturbating the whole time (for inspiration). But then, after perhaps a year and a half I began to have thoughts of deleting everything. This was due to a combination of paranoia and masturbation guilt/shame.
I've always found that in the heat of masturbation I'm ready for all sorts of wild experiences. But after I drain my dick of cum my libido is gone too. Then I start having thoughts that are counter-productive to masturbation. One by one I started deleting blogs. I got some comments on my main blog from disappointed readers. But I continued until they were all gone. I was going to turn over a new leaf.
But I didn't stop masturbating, and before long I had started up the second generation of my masturbation blogs. This went on for some time (probably another year) until my account was suspended by Google!!!
After a bit I started up a third time. When my account was suspended again I contacted their help link and after several tries, lo and behold, my blogs were restored.
So here I am today, writing this story and stroking my dick.
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