As a youth I use to do all sorts of weird things when I masturbated. I would dress up in my mothers old lingerie. I would go for naked walks at night. I would tie a string around my dick. I liked to do those odd things because it was exciting and made my orgasms more intense. I was also prone to ritualized masturbation.
When I started living with my ex we had sex fairly often, at least at first. We did some unusual things, like masturbating together or 69ing. But mostly we did it the same way every time. I'd go down on her and suck her clit until she cumed and then I'd craw on top of her and screw her until I blew my load inside her.
It seems to me that having sex with a partner tends to keep me on the straight and narrow. There are probably two reasons for this. First of all, whatever the two of you do has to be something you're both comfortable with. Secondly, some of the things I've tried solo would be embarrassing to do in front of someone else.
I enjoyed mutual masturbating and 69ing quite a bit but my ex was not as comfortable with these things as I was. But when it comes to masturbating I'm on my own and let my urges go. So after she kicked me out I pleasured myself masturbating over pics of her. Imagine what she would have thought if she could have seen that! It gave me a real feeling of being a ridiculous pathetic loser. That made it more exciting! I acquired a large collection of porn mags and masturbated over them regularly.
One morning on a weekend I got out my mags and started beating-off. Then I heard the squeaking coming from my upstairs neighbors bed. She was a blond. Not bad looking and she had introduced herself to me some time ago. Of course I, being shy, didn't but the moves on her. But she found someone else to screw her and that was what they were up to right then. I stopped masturbating for just a moment, but then I started up again, this time synchronized with their noises and imagining what that stud must be doing. He gave her quite a porking. I could hardly hold back until the end. We all three had very nice orgasms.
I would be embarrassed to admit that 1) I masturbate as much as I do and 2) I like doing it over all sorts of sick things. (Of course, this blog is different).
These days I mostly masturbate ritualistically over internet porn. Internet porn has many possibilities for kink: there's bondage, fucking machines, bukake, female domination, cuckoldry and much more. And then there's going to other peoples web sites and masturbating while I read about their perversions. I enjoy every bit of it! And the more I do it the more I like it!
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