Learning to enjoy masturbation

I've talked about my first orgasm before.  I enjoy orgasms very much.  Some are more intense than others.  But my first is one I remember very well and one I still think about often.  My parents were out on a Saturday night and my brother had me go into our bedroom, pulled down my pajamas, and started beating me off (that's what he later told me it was called). The funny thing is, at the time I don't recall that it was all that pleasurable.  I really didn't know what to make of it.   Mostly I was curious as to what my brother was up to when he started stroking my dick and I was surprised when that white stuff came out.  I remember that it felt strange- not necessarily pleasant or unpleasant- only different than anything I had experienced before.  One thing is for sure, it really had an impact on me since it is so prominent in my memory even after all of this time. Was your first orgasm sheer ecstasy?  Or was it a surprise?

But the next time  I eagerly followed my brother back into our bedroom when he came out into the living room naked.  Once again my parents were out on a Saturday night and I was watching TV.  He was naked and I kind of knew what he had in mind.  Once again he beat me off and then there was that feeling again!  This time it was very nice!  And this time he wanted me to do him.  So I started beating-off my brother too.  He had a nice looking dick, bigger than mine and much hairier.  And I made him cum.  His cum was thicker and oozed out of his dick, while mine was thinner and shot up into the air more.

It didn't take long before I really enjoyed orgasms and looked forward to the experience.  Before long I was giving myself a quicky almost on a daily basis.  I would go into the bathroom, woods, basement, etc.  Anywhere for the few minutes of privacy I needed to make my little dick spew out its white cream.  It really seemed like I just needed to get this stuff out of my balls.  It was only later when I started to try to extend the experience.

More and more my masturbation began to involve porn.  Just the sight of it was satisfying, but masturbating to it was even better.  During my pre-masturbation phase I was aroused by suggestive images on TV, the movies or the Sears catalog.  My first exposure to real porn was when my brother went out into the garage another Saturday evening when my parents were out and started looking at my father's porn stash he kept in the trunk of his car.  I remember how interesting this was.  At this point we were no longer masturbating each other since my brother had put a stop to that after I tried to suck his dick.  So we just looked at those wonderful porn images.  I remembering being amazed at how there was such great variety in women's breasts.  They were all different shapes and sizes, and their nipples and areoles showed such variation too.  I had been curious what women looked like before that and somehow was surprised that their breasts were capped with those marvelous parts.  Somehow pictures of naked women are inherently reinforcing and I believe that I would still find that to be the case even if I had never cum to them.

But after a few evenings of lusting over the pics of these adult goddesses my brother decided to take one of my father's mags and hide it in the basement.  I was shocked!  My father was sure to discover our sins!  But nothing happened and a few days later I visited that mag in our basement.  It was so fantastic!  It was full of pics of half-naked ladies, showing off their naked breasts.  And now I could beat-off while I ogled those pics of those beautiful goddesses.  Needless to say, I cumed quickly.

The thing was, after a few times I started delaying a bit, trying to decide which of those babes to blow my load too.  Unfortunately I couldn't cum to all of them, since no sooner had I blown my load that the passion left me and my little dick went limp.  So I delayed cuming a bit.  One thing lead to another and  I slowly prolonged my masturbation sessions.  It wasn't long before I enjoyed the act of masturbation in it's own right.

I find it enjoyable to play with myself even if it doesn't lead to orgasm.  I do it more and more lately.  Of course, there is nothing quite as enjoyable as the intense organism I get after hours of masturbation.  Still, when I don't have the time for this I like to squeeze in a few strokes of my little dick if possible.

Orgasms are very intense and I do like them very much.  Unfortunately they don't last very long.  I enjoy porn masturbation so much that I like to keep it going.  Overall I get much more pleasure from the act of masturbating than from cuming, but very much do like the feeling of an orgasm.

I suppose that my first creaming resulted in the release of all sorts of reinforcing hormones.  Since this was paired with the contractions of orgasm these rapidly became a secondary reinforcer.  Later this process continued to spread earlier in the chain of events so that just stroking my little dick became pleasurable.

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Bosoms balls tits and butts nipples dicks and pussies

I've been hesitant to post this one, it seems so childish. That's because it is. I started doing this when I was a teen.

Back in the days of porn mags I would lay several out open to my favorite girl of that particular issue. After I had several I would then decide which I would cum to. I'd masturbate a little over one, then another. Then sometimes I'd leave it up to chance.

How did I do that? Well, perhaps you remember playground days when they would choose up sides by having everyone put their foot in a circle. Then someone would recite a verse and wherever it stopped that was it. But I didn't use my feet- I used my dick and balls.

The verse I made up was “Bosoms balls tits and butts nipples dicks and pussies”. Each girl was assigned my left nut, my right nut, or my dick. The winner would get my load.

Sometimes there were more than three “contestants”. In that case I'd do several rounds. I haven't done this in awhile. It's something I use to do with mag pics.

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Naked walk

Masturbating in front of my computer is only good exercise for my hands. This time of year I also like to get exercise by hiking in the mountains. I've mentioned before that I sometimes masturbate while doing this.

It was a hot day and the trail was deserted. I worked my way up the mountain side until I got to the first overlook. I hung my pack on a branch, slipped my shorts down to my thighs, and started jerking my little dick. Now if you've ever tried masturbating after intense exercise you probably realize that it takes a while to get it up. I eventually got a bit of an erection and then walked over to the overlook.

Masturbating outdoors in the wide open spaces can be exciting. It's very liberating not to be holed up in some confined, secrete place. Also the chance that some other hikers might come along makes it a bit exciting. I stoked by dick and took in the scenery. In the distance there was a little town, and I always remember the time I was masturbating here and the thought that someone down there might be fucking his wife or girl friend entered my head. That first time that thought made me cum. Ever since I like to think about how I'm up here pulling my pud and maybe someone down there is scoring with a woman.

After a bit I pulled up my pants and continued on my hike. At the next overlook my pants came down again. It was hot and I was drenched in sweat and my dick was about as small as it could possible get. I managed to get a bit of an erection and this time I got the idea of getting completely naked. I didn't do it at this spot though, as it wasn't all that secluded. I made plans to strip at an overlook on the way back that was off the trail a bit.

Finally I arrived at that overlook after having dropped my pants several more times. This was exciting, I was going to do something new. I walked down the little side trail to the overlook, sat down and took my boots and socks off, and then everything else. Now I was completely naked with little dick in hand. I walked over the flat rock to the edge of the overlook, stroking my dick slowly on the way. It felt very liberating to be completely naked, besides the fact that it was much cooler and the day was very hot.

I masturbated for a bit, taking in the scenery. Then I decided to walk back along the trail a bit. This reminded me a bit of when I use to go outdoors naked as an adolescent. Of course, now it was daylight. I walked down the path until I came to the main trail. What if some other hikers were to come around that bend up ahead? I could probably hear them coming and hide before they saw me. I walked down the main trail and rounded the bend. This was very exciting.

I considered continuing my hike completely naked but decided this would be a bad idea. So I returned to where my clothes were and put on my shorts, boots and socks. This was a compromise, as I could now walk along the trail with my shorts down to my thighs. I continued along until I came to the last overlook where I finally dumped my load on the rocks.

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Internet Porn

I had several home computers before I signed up for internet service. And when I finally did get an internet connection I wasn't thinking about porn. For some reason I was unaware of the possibilities.








I did like surfing the net for all the variety of things out there. And then one day I came across a porn site. It had a set of pics of Asia Carrera letting some lucky stiff have sex with her.









I couldn't believe my luck! I bookmarked that link and started masturbating. I've always been a fan of Asia and had masturbated over a number of her pic sets in mags I've had. And these pics were so bright and had such good resolution. She's so very beautiful and that stiff was burying his face and his cock in her pussy. I saved them and went back to cum over them several times.












But now I wondered whether this site was an anomaly or whether there were more like that out there. I started searching for porn and as you might guess found plenty of it. Then I happened on the Hun.

The Hun is a great site. It has links to all sorts of free porn: pretty girls, hardcore, kinky stuff, etc. I was in masturbation heaven! I have quite varied tastes in porn and this site has just about all of it. I still go back there on a regular basis.



Here's a nice pic I just downloaded from that site. Pretty girl with her legs spread wide apart- perfect for masturbating over.

Internet porn has really enhanced my porn masturbation. There's the sheer volume, the variety, and the overall high quality. Without it I suppose that I would still be jerking-off over porn mags. Aside from those other things, one problem that I always had with porn mags was how you masturbate and hold the mag at the same time, let alone turn the page! Masturbating in a chair in front of a large LCD display is much better!

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Lingerie fetish

When I was young the risque scenes in a movie showed women in their lingerie. Whenever I saw these my eyes would be glued to the actress and my heart would pound harder. Fortunately my arousal was only apparent to me.
When I first started masturbating I frequently went into the bathroom at home to do my dirty deed. On more than one occasion my mother knocked on the door and asked what was taking me so long. What was taking so long?

One when I went in there I noticed that the Sears catalog was on the chair next to the toilet. I flipped through there to find the lingerie section. What luck! There were women in slips, girdles and bras. Even though I was fairly young (perhaps 13) I appreciated how sexy women looked in their underwear. I especially liked black lingerie. I would find a pic that looked particularly sexy and then stroke my little dick to orgasm.

After a few times I started masturbating first to one model and then to another. Now it was taking more time and around this time is when I first heard that knock on the door. I had to quickly bring myself to orgasm and exit. Unfortunately the catalog eventually disappeared from the bathroom chair.

I've posted about panties before. Let me go into more detail.
My mother use to have a basket in the basement where she kept rags. I would fish through this looking for interesting items. At one time or another I found a slip, bras, panties and stockings. I put them in a safe hiding place. Then when no one else was at home I would go down to the basement, strip down and dress up in lingerie. At that time I fit into most of the items fairly well but the bra was rather tight. So once I was dressed up I would pull up my slip, pull down my panties and masturbate.

My mother's lingerie felt very sensual against my skin and the thought of being dressed in this way was very arousing. Once I decided to take a pic of myself dressed up in this way. I supposed that I would look very sexy, but when I developed it I looked ridiculous to myself. After that I stopped dressing up in this way.

In a way, when women are dressed up in lingerie they are as covered up as if they were wearing other clothes. But to me there is something very sexy about women in lingerie.

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My Porn Collection

When I surf the web for porn I usually save the pics I like most. Right now I have about 35,000 pics as well as some assorted clips. Lately I keep more than I use to, due in part to the larger capacity of my hard drive and due in part to the fact that I haven't deleted them due to guilt/shame/paranoia lately.

I like to categorize the porn as I collect it. I have folders for pretty girls, various poses, bondage, cunnilingus, classic porn stars, cocksuckers, etc. Right now I have 72 categories/folders and some of these contain sub-folders. Sometimes I really don't know where to put a pic so then it goes into the MyPictures root folder. This one's very large right now.

When I find a pic I'm going to save I'll masturbate over it a bit, sometimes more and sometimes less. I also masturbate over some pics I don't save, but usually not as much. When I find something that's really interesting I'll try to get more of the same. If it's a pretty girl she might even get a sub-folder of her own in the pretty girls folder.

I like to go through my folders occasionally, masturbating over old favorites. It's hard to imagine, but somehow I don't have enough porn yet, especially in some of my categories. But it sure is better than in the days when all I had were mags. They really took up a lot of space and the resolution of their pics was nowhere near as good.

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Outdoor masturbation

I mentioned beatin-off over Glenna, a story that involves the outdoors. That wasn't my only outdoors experience.

I went outdoors naked quite a few times when I was an adolescent. First it was just a short way. I'd go out the basement door and over the hill behind our house. Then I'd beat-off in the night air. I went a little further still and I was in the woods. I had to be careful as I was barefoot. Creeping around in the dark added an extra level of kink to my masturbating. It was a bit scary, it was exciting.

I remember one night I was masturbating over a rather earthy looking woman in a Playboy mag. She wasn't the centerfold but I had creamed over her several times before. There was something about her dark skin and wild hair that appealed to me. Anyway, after a bit I decided to go out. It was raining slightly but I continued because it was a warm summer night. I went down the hill, into the woods, and down a path that lead to a little creek next to a road. The rain had picked up and it was coming down hard now. I laid down in the creek and started masturbating. The water rushed over me as I stroked my dick. It was all very sensual but it didn't seem like I was going to cum. Then I thought of my earthy masturbation girlfriend and pretty soon I blew it. Of course now I was out in the rain, naked, and no longer sexually aroused, so I went back home as fast as possible in bare feet.

Another night I went out our back door and up a hill when to my horror I saw the silhouette of my neighbor standing in his yard some distance away. I was completely naked except for an old pair of nylon stockings that my mother had thrown away (I suppose I haven't told you about any of that yet). I turned and ran right back into the house. It was so embarrassing. I didn't know what he might have seen in the dark. Did he realize I was naked? Did he see me in my mothers stockings? Nothing every became of that incident, but that was my last time at it.

That is, until more recently. When my ex-wife divorced me I had a lot of extra time and besides masturbation I took up hiking. Once after having climbed a somewhat difficult mountain I was walking along a deserted path and got the urge to masturbate. It felt good, but I didn't manage to cum. I did this several other times. Then on one hike when I was walking through a marshy area I got to thinking about my ex. Now she was a real pain. She was living in the house we both owned and always wanting me to pay for repairs, etc. But on the other hand, I had these erotic memories of our sexual past. This though of choking her came into my mind. My hands around her neck, and then suddenly she's nude in my imagination. Now I stop hiking and my pants are down. Now I've got my hands around her neck and I'm fucking her. Then I'm cumming all over the moss and leaves. Nice.

I developed some other ex-wife masturbation fantasies while hiking. In one I pay some strangers to kidnap her and then gangbang her. When they're done with her they gag her and chain her to a sign along a public road where everyone sees her naked the next day. It's like screwing her vicariously. This all reflects my mixed emotions.

I might have masturbated over my ex to this day if I hadn't met my girlfriend. But when she sucked my dick and I went down on her she became the object of my masturbation fantasies.

I still enjoy masturbating while hiking. I'll go along for a ways until maybe I come to an overlook. Then if no one is around I'll slip my loose-fitting shorts down to my knees and give my dick a few strokes while I take in the scenery. This is an interesting situation because you are exposing yourself to the whole world, but anyone who might see you is miles away and couldn't really tell what you're up to. Anyway I'll do this at several overlooks, and maybe some deserted place along the path. Then, perhaps at the top, I'll find some convenient spot to go all the way.

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Some more masturbation adventures

When I use to go into the adult XXX store I noticed a lot of guys would head straight to the back rooms. Sometimes they would get some quarters in change first. Once I remember hearing the clerk scolding a customer who he said hadn't cleaned up after himself last time. Interesting.

I thought about it and decided to give it a try myself. I brought my own quarters, went into a booth, and closed the curtains. Then I pulled down my pants and put in some quarters.

There was this little screen and they showed a flick for a minute or two before it was time to put in another quarter. That flick didn't turn me on too much so I switched booths. A few quarters later I decided that this wasn't going to work. In reality I suppose that I was too tense, in addition to the quality of the movies.

Some time later I was out of town (San Francisco to be exact) and was taking in a few night spots. I went to a strip club were some fairly descent women were showing us their cunts. That was exciting, but they also wanted money for their attention and I couldn't begin to keep up with some Japanese businessmen who they eventually concentrated on.

So I left the strip club in search of other excitement. I ended up in a XXX shops with those booths in back. This time when I dropped my pants my dick responded well and pretty soon I had dumped my load on the glass. I then took some of the toilet paper that was hanging on the adjacent wall and cleaned up after myself. Mission accomplished!

I went to XXX movies some. The first few times I sat in my seat and took in that great porn action, like Joey Silvera screwing some beautiful looking blond. This made me really horny and feeling in the mood to masturbate. Unfortunately all I had the nerve to do was to squeeze my hardened dick through my pants. Then I waited until I was home to relieve myself. Unfortunately by then all I had was the fading memories of the sex acts I had seen an hour or so before.

After doing this a few times I got to thinking. It seemed that the other guys in the theater had spread themselves out, probably I reasoned so that they could play with themselves. I got the idea that I'd do that to. So the next time I went to a XXX movie I made sure to find a secure spot away from everyone else and near a wall. Then after watching Joey humping some more beautiful women I unzipped my pants and pulled my dick out. Yes! This is what I had wanted all along.

Of course it's always with mixed emotions that I watch a guy like Joey get all the pussy he could possible want. I would have given my left nut for any one of those babes and here's this dude getting his cock sucked and then reaming out one babe after another. And what's he got that I haven't, except perhaps a big cock and the self assurance to but the moves on every cunt he lusts after. All I had was the lust.

Anyway I'm working my dick in the movie theater and lusting after those beautiful naked women. It's dark and all I am concentrating on is the babes and my dick. But then I feel the pressure building up and realize that it's time to slow down. Even though by now I was an experienced edger it was too late and I blew my load all over myself. So I zipped up and watched the movie for a bit, but now it had lost most of it's appeal. Funny, but when the cum leaves so does my passion.

But I now had another masturbation accomplishment under my belt. I was a jerk-off just like those other perverts in the theater. In any case, the XXX theater is probably a thing of the past now, with the technology of the internet etc. I can jerk-off watching Joey Silver in front of the privacy of my own home computer now, although I haven't searched for any of his work lately. Cum to think of it, that might be kinda fun right now.

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Married and Masturbating

After our honeymoon my new bride and I moved into an apartment. We didn't have sex very often. I remember watching her take off her clothes. It was so exciting watching her bra come off, revealing those cute little breasts of hers. But I never ogled them too much, even though I wanted to. I would never ask for sex, even though I wanted it and she didn't seem to want it all that often. So I developed the art of masturbating in the shower. The trouble with shower masturbation is that you can only stay in there so long.

My most vivid sexual memory from that time is when we 69ed. It was one of the rare times she came on to me. We stripped down in the den and then she climbed on top of me, her ass in my face. I felt her mouth on my dick so I took her ass in my hands and started licking her tasty cunt. I could see her cute little asshole. As I licked her pussy she began to tense up and stopped sucking me. Then she started jerking rhythmically in one of her signature orgasms. Then she got up and left without taking acre of my sexual needs. Needless to say this was the subject of quite a bit of shower masturbation. Unfortunately it was the only time we 69ed.

Eventually we bought a house. When I went up into the attic I found a girly mag waiting for me. This was very exciting. Apparently the previous owner was into attic masturbation. Do you suppose his wife didn't give him enough either? In any event this mag had a spread with a young blond eating an ice cream cone. A couple of the pics showed some ice cream dripping down her lovely breasts (funny what a good memory I have for the things I masturbate over). My wife wasn't home so I took the mag to the basement and beat-off. It had been a while since I masturbated over porn and it was very nice. Then I found a hiding spot- behind a crack in a cabinet. I masturbated a few times with this mag but then got ride of it as I was afraid of being discovered by my wife.

We didn't have sex often but the few times we did was enough to keep me lusting over her body. In fact, I think the denial made me lust after her even more. However we didn't get along very well. She blamed me for all sorts of things. I tried to please her but things just got worse. I started sneaking porn mags home. I kept them behind the crack in the basement cabinet. There was quite a bit of room there and my stash slowly grew. One of my favorites was a mag with only cunnilingus pics. I really liked licking my wife's cunt any time she would let me so this mag was the focus of many of my masturbations.

Here I was, too shy to ask for sex, even from my own wife. And she would walk around the house with only a towel on, or dress and undress in front of me. It's not that we never had sex, but rather that it wasn't very often and as time went on it was less and less. I started masturbating in bed. I would wait until she was asleep and then start playing with my dick. I would start out by rolling my little dick between my fingers. It was a bit scary and exciting playing with myself next to my sleeping wife. Sometimes the rolling and rubbing motions were enough to make me cum. Usually I'd have to jerk it some however. Sometimes I'd be so into what I was doing that I'd forget to be extra careful. Then, after I'd cum, I'd listen to see if she had awaken. But always there was just that heavy breathing- she slept very soundly.

I remember the last few times we screwed- she wanted to get on top. She said that way she could control how my dick stimulated her. I was all for it too! Any way she wanted to do it would have been fine with me, but her on top was extra exciting. The first couple of times I would thrust my little dick into her, but then I learned to stay absolutely still. She would sit on top of me, slide my dick inside of her, and then wiggle around a bit. Then she would lie down on top of me and wiggle her hips until she brought herself to orgasm. I loved the feeling of her cumming on top of me, even if I usually didn't.

Pretty soon we weren't having sex at all. And then I was staying in the basement. In a way that was ok since my porn was down there. I slept on a sleeper couch and sometimes I would fantasize about her. I would imagine that she wanted me back in her bed but I would insist that she suck my dick first. Then I would cum, imagining that my dick was in her mouth.

One time I was downstairs drinking and masturbating and it occurred to me that we should have sex. Maybe the problem was that I just wasn't forward enough. So I went upstairs completely naked. She was sitting in a chair, watching TV. I stood in front of her naked and told her that I was all hers. She just continued to watch TV. I stood there for a moment and then realizing that she didn't want me, went back downstairs and masturbated. A little while later she filed for divorce and kicked me out.

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Masturbating over Hardcore porn

Once when I was visiting home from college I went to a news store downtown to get a mag. The town where I went to college didn't have any stores like this one- at least that I knew about. I was very nervous and very excited. I had the feeling that I would be busted or exposed, although I'm not sure by whom. I walked nonchalantly to the rear of the store, and there they were- a full assortment of adult magazines. These were not just Playboys, but hardcore mags. There were so many to chose from. I would have liked to get a bunch, but my budget wouldn't allow it. I settled for one with a skinny but very sexy brunette wearing a red bikini on the cover. Then I had to take it up front where some older lady was buying something. I knew she thought of me as a pervert!

At last I was back in my own room with my new masturbation girlfriend. The mag was just about her. In the first part she slowly stripped out of that red bikini. She had wonderful tits! Not too big and rather pointy with nice erect nipples. She also had beautiful raven hair and a nice curly black bush. She ended up nude in a lounge chair by a pool. Very sexy! And she was masturbating!

I was really turned on by the thought of us masturbating together- her in the mag and me on my bed. I don't know how many times I blew my load over her pics. I was new to pussies in porn and at first it was a bit shocking, but soon I really got into it.The second part of the mag had my masturbation girlfriend being visited my two studs. At first I didn't look at that part. I felt like I wanted her all to myself. And here were these two guys with cocks much bigger than mine. But eventually I found my way back there. She was sucking them, and then they were fucking her, and eventually I was cumming over these pics too!!! It was a bitter-sweet experience, cumming over these pics of a couple of well-hung dudes taking my masturbation girlfriend. I believe that a little bit of jealousy adds to the arousal of the situation. In any case, I soon got use to masturbating over pics of other guys porking sexy women.

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Beatin-off over Glenna

My whole life I have been attracted to women but usually too shy to put the moves on them. By the time I had reached puberty I was masturbating regularly but only dreaming of girls. Some times I would masturbate over girls in the neighborhood or from school. One of my favorites was Glenna.

Glenna was a blond with curly hair and freckles. She wore glasses too. I found her to be extremely attractive, but when she was around I would only steal an occasional glance. I do remember a time in middle school when I happened to be in one of her classes. Glenna was wearing a pretty dress and she happened to bend over for some reason. I was behind her and I caught a glimpse of the back of her legs. She was wearing traditional stockings held up with a white garter belt. This had to be about the sexiest thing I'd seen up to that time.

About that time I had adventured out at night in the nude. Our basement door was adjacent to a wooded area and I would leave the house completely nude. This made for lots of excitement and I would walk around a bit until I found a good spot to masturbate. Inevitable once I blew my load the excitement would disappear and I would just head for home, worried that something might go wrong.

I ventured farther and farther on these journeys and one night I walked nude all the way to Glenna's back yard. Then I crept quietly to beneath her window, laid down in the grass, and started beating-off.

I imagined that she was in there, perhaps in a sexy nighty. I had a really nice orgasm. Then the excitement was over and I was naked and really far from home. I hurried back, worrying that something might go wrong.

Once safely inside, I now had a really outstanding masturbation accomplishment.

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My first masturbations

One evening when I was just about to puberty my parents had gone out leaving my older brother and I alone. He took me into the bedroom and had me undress. Now this wasn't at all unusual as we use to undress in the woods quite often.

On this particular evening he took hold of my dick and started running his hand up and down my shaft. I had absolutely no idea what he was doing. It seemed pretty weird, but I got an erection and I certainly didn't mind what he was doing. Then, to my surprise, thick white fluid started spurting from my dick. My brother just remarked that that's what he thought would happen.

This was the beginning of a routine for us. My parents would go out on Saturday nite and my brother and I would have our masturbation session. We would both get naked. He was bigger and hairier than I. He would usually do me first. I would have preferred it the other way since it is more fun doing naughty things when your balls are full and you're horny. In any case, we would take turns making each other cum.

The last time we did this I got carried away and when it was time to do him I put my mouth over his dick. He remarked that that was unclean and after that we never masturbated each other again. I wonder what might have happened if he had let me suck him. As it is, that was the first and last time I had a dick in my mouth.

After that I was on my own. I had to masturbate myself until I met my ex.

My older brother also introduced me to porn. One night when my parents were out I went into the garage to see what he was up to. He had opened up the trunk of my fathers car and was looking at his porn stash. This was amazing! There were all sorts of women showing a lot of skin. These mags didn't show pubic hair, but there was quite a bit of tit. I remember being fascinated by the great variety in size and shapes.



After several weekends of looking at these mags my brother decided that we could take one. I was shocked, but he did it nevertheless. This mag ended up in a hiding spot in our basement. I went to visit it alone quite a bit. I remember one pair of pages in particular. On the left was a blond in white panties. Her breasts were lovely round globes and she had nice hips. On the right was a brunette in black panties. She had somewhat saggy breasts. I would stroke my little dick and try to decide which one I was going to cum over. What conflict! I wanted to cum over both of these babes but I only had one load to give. Usually I picked the blond.

A few years ago I ran across the pic of the brunette in a retro porn posting. I downloaded it and proceeded to cum over it. However I didn't save it and I haven't been able to find it sine. Too bad, because I really would have liked to include it in this post.

Next my brother started buying playboy mags at a used bookstore. What wonderful women there were in those slightly used mags!



Miss February was one of my favorites. I use to stroke my little dick and stare at her centerfold pic. Such a pretty face, and those fabulous tits! Nancy Jo Hooper was sheer perfection and the object of quite a lot of my masturbation.



Of course Miss September got my attention too! Those king-sized high quality pics made for very nice masturbation experiences. Even so, I still found myself attracted to some small low-quality pics.



Playboy was running a feature called “sex in the cinema” and featured these shots of Elke Sommer. I had lusted after a clothed Elke when she appeared on the silver screen and now here she having her clothes peeled off by a group of strange men. Such lovely little titties! Lots of high-res playmates around and I'm creaming over little black-and-white shots.



This one was especially appealing. I loved Elke's sexy shape and the way she's being displayed by those strange men. Isn't masturbation wonderful?

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