Red Bathing Suit

My ex had a red one-piece bathing suit. It really showed off her figure very nicely. It was a bit tight around her hips and she didn’t fill up the bra- very sexy! I took several pics of her in it. Later, when she divorced me, they turned out to be very precious masturbation material.

Once we were alone on a deserted beach. The sun was hot and bright. Without warning she peeled the top down. It was as if she was peeling a fruit. There they were, those precious little knobs of hers. My eyes popped out of my head. I treasured her breasts so. She didn’t want me fondling them, as she was self-conscious about her size. I could look but not touch. But she peeled off her red bathing suit the rest of the way. Off came mine too, I was on top of her, and then cumming inside her. It didn’t take very long, it never did.

We had sex less and less. I can remember going down to the basement. There was a stack of pics we had sorted through. I thumb through them, finding some of her in that red bathing suit. I dropped my pants and went to work with my hand on my little dick. I didn’t cum quite so quick as when it was in her pussy. Then I replaced them as I found them so there wouldn’t be any evidence of my dirty deed. It wasn’t long before I was down there again. And after a few times I stopped bothering to put the pics back in order. In fact, I preferred having the good ones together in one place.

When she threw me out I took those pics and others with me. I would get them out some times and cum to her images. I wonder if she ever figured out that they were missing. I bet she would have enjoyed the thought of the ex-husband she discarded sitting at home alone masturbating over her pics.

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Outdoor masturbation

I mentioned beatin-off over Glenna, a story that involves the outdoors. That wasn't my only outdoors experience.

I went outdoors naked quite a few times when I was an adolescent. First it was just a short way. I'd go out the basement door and over the hill behind our house. Then I'd beat-off in the night air. I went a little further still and I was in the woods. I had to be careful as I was barefoot. Creeping around in the dark added an extra level of kink to my masturbating. It was a bit scary, it was exciting.

I remember one night I was masturbating over a rather earthy looking woman in a Playboy mag. She wasn't the centerfold but I had creamed over her several times before. There was something about her dark skin and wild hair that appealed to me. Anyway, after a bit I decided to go out. It was raining slightly but I continued because it was a warm summer night. I went down the hill, into the woods, and down a path that lead to a little creek next to a road. The rain had picked up and it was coming down hard now. I laid down in the creek and started masturbating. The water rushed over me as I stroked my dick. It was all very sensual but it didn't seem like I was going to cum. Then I thought of my earthy masturbation girlfriend and pretty soon I blew it. Of course now I was out in the rain, naked, and no longer sexually aroused, so I went back home as fast as possible in bare feet.

Another night I went out our back door and up a hill when to my horror I saw the silhouette of my neighbor standing in his yard some distance away. I was completely naked except for an old pair of nylon stockings that my mother had thrown away (I suppose I haven't told you about any of that yet). I turned and ran right back into the house. It was so embarrassing. I didn't know what he might have seen in the dark. Did he realize I was naked? Did he see me in my mothers stockings? Nothing every became of that incident, but that was my last time at it.

That is, until more recently. When my ex-wife divorced me I had a lot of extra time and besides masturbation I took up hiking. Once after having climbed a somewhat difficult mountain I was walking along a deserted path and got the urge to masturbate. It felt good, but I didn't manage to cum. I did this several other times. Then on one hike when I was walking through a marshy area I got to thinking about my ex. Now she was a real pain. She was living in the house we both owned and always wanting me to pay for repairs, etc. But on the other hand, I had these erotic memories of our sexual past. This though of choking her came into my mind. My hands around her neck, and then suddenly she's nude in my imagination. Now I stop hiking and my pants are down. Now I've got my hands around her neck and I'm fucking her. Then I'm cumming all over the moss and leaves. Nice.

I developed some other ex-wife masturbation fantasies while hiking. In one I pay some strangers to kidnap her and then gangbang her. When they're done with her they gag her and chain her to a sign along a public road where everyone sees her naked the next day. It's like screwing her vicariously. This all reflects my mixed emotions.

I might have masturbated over my ex to this day if I hadn't met my girlfriend. But when she sucked my dick and I went down on her she became the object of my masturbation fantasies.

I still enjoy masturbating while hiking. I'll go along for a ways until maybe I come to an overlook. Then if no one is around I'll slip my loose-fitting shorts down to my knees and give my dick a few strokes while I take in the scenery. This is an interesting situation because you are exposing yourself to the whole world, but anyone who might see you is miles away and couldn't really tell what you're up to. Anyway I'll do this at several overlooks, and maybe some deserted place along the path. Then, perhaps at the top, I'll find some convenient spot to go all the way.

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My ex and her boyfriends

When I was living with my ex before we were married sometimes we would talk about our former lovers. She obviously had more than me, so I made up some so as not to seem like the inexperienced novice that I was. Anyway I found that I was always excited about hearing about her former adventures. I wanted to hear every detail but usually she was short on these.

One of my favorites was about the first time a guy went down on her. She said that some guy was in her dorm room and all of the sudden he just pulled down her shorts and panties. He said that he just wanted to have a look. The image of my girlfriend, just lying there and letting some guy expose her cunt was very thrilling. But then she says he went down on her. She said that she didn't understand why he was doing it, but she did have her first orgasm then.

Another story I liked was about how her roommate taught her how to suck cocks. Her roommate told her that guys liked to have their balls licked and that she could then suck on their cocks like it was a Popsicle. I asked her if she tried it out and she said that she did and that guys really seemed to like it. The thought of my girlfriend sucking on big hairy cocks made me hard. I have to say though that I only had my dick inside her mouth a few times.

I liked to imagine her sucking and fucking her former boyfriends. It made for some really good masturbation fantasies. But when she told me that she was going to have a visit from one o them and that she wanted me to leave for the weekend it really made me upset. Despite the pleasure I got from my fantasies I was not ok with the real thing. She told me I was being too uptight and that her boyfriend was just coming buy so that they could go to a music festival. She also explained that her ex-boyfriend who she had lived with previously had done the same thing to her. That didn't help at all. We had several arguments, but in the end I was packing for the weekend.

I was upset, but that didn't keep me from masturbating over what I imagined they might be up to. In the end he left early and she came to get me. We made up and lived happily for a little while.

After we were married she told me one time that she was going out of town to see the guy she had lived with before we lived together. Once again, dealing with the reality of her being with this guy who she use to have sex with on a regular basis was nothing like my fantasies. She insisted that she wasn't going to do anything with him and that she just wanted to talk about old times.

As it turns out, these real events that were so upsetting at the time have turned out to be wonderful fuel for my masturbation fantasies. I've lost track long ago of how many times I've laid in bed stroking my dick while I think of her doing all sorts of sexual acts with those guys. Funny how imagination and reality are so much different!

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Masturbated by a woman

Before I moved in with my ex (and of course, this was before we were married and she was my ex) I would go over to her new place and we would talk and maybe watch TV. Eventually we were making out. Now I suppose that a lot of guys would have screwed her at that point, but I've always been a bit shy. Anyway, eventually she was saying that we should have sex soon.

I suppose it's a bit strange for a girl to be talking about having sex some time soon. And I didn't really say much. But when we were making out I did put my hand in her pants. I remember walking home afterward and smelling my fingers. It was the nicest odor I'd ever smelled in my whole life. I thought that I wouldn't wash my hand until that smell went away. Unfortunately it didn't last that long. Fortunately it lasted long enough for me to jerk-off while I sniffed my fingers.

Finally the big night came and we were alone in bed. I finally got my dick inside of her and I dumped my load inside her after just a minute or two. Then we went to sleep. She wasn't my first. In fact, she was the third woman I fucked (out of a lifetime total of four). Anyway, after all that buildup it was over in no time.

The next morning I was ready to go again. We were naked in bed together and I rolled over and started to put the make on her. She wrapped her legs around me, grabbed my dick, and started stroking it. It felt really good and I just lay there at first and let her do me. But when she kept going I began to think that I should be screwing her. Still her hand felt so good that I couldn't bring myself to stop her. I thought that I'd just let her go a bit more.

I was holding my own, trying to save myself for real sex. But then I noticed that she really seamed to know what she was doing. It occurred to me that she must have beat-off guys a lot before. Suddenly that thought made me cum all over the place. I blew it and didn't get to fuck her that mornng.

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Mutual Masturbation

After I moved in with my ex we had sex quite a bit. Perhaps if we had kept up at that pace I wouldn't have masturbated so much. I enjoy sex with women and masturbation.

One time we were in bed naked and she asked whether I masturbate. With a bit of hesitation I answered that yes, I did it sometimes. Then I asked her and she said that she did. So I asked her how she did it. She explained that she usually laid on her stomach when she did it. I asked her to show me.
She turned over on her stomach, put both hands between her legs, and started moving them around. I couldn't see all that much but the thought of her masturbating really turned me on. I knelt between her legs and started stroking my cock. She looked so sexy there! After a bit she started her usually rhythmic movements that she use to have when she had an orgasm. Seeing that made me cum. I dumped my load on her back and ass. It was very nice!

Another time we were in bed, I was naked and she was not. I told her that I thought that I probably wanted to have sex more often than she did and that perhaps I should masturbate. She took hold of my dick and started doing it for me. I kissed her while she masturbated me. I find kissing while having sex to be really exciting!

She had a gentile touch, being a girl. I certainly like having a girl jerk me off, but they don't put the energy into it that we guys do. So after a few minutes I took matters into my own hands. I continued to kiss her while I pounded my dick. I thought that this might be the start of something really nice, but after a few sessions like this she lost interest.

Then there was the time that we were on a long drive. I was driving and she was in the passenger seat. Out of the blue she pulled down her shorts and started masturbating. I went crazy! I was driving along trying to pay attention to the road but I also couldn't keep my eyes off what she was doing. After a bit she had those rhythmic jerking movements that always accompanied her orgasms. That woman sure knew how to cum!

When she was done she leaned over towards me, told me to just keep my eyes on the road, and then unzipped my pants. She pulled out my little dick and started stroking it. I was so turned on that I blew my load in no time.

After we got out of college we lived in separate states. It was a long drive but I would often visit her on weekends and we would usually have sex. One time, as I was getting ready to leave, she got on her bed and started masturbating. I immediately took off my clothes and started doing it too! There we were, sitting on top of her bed, watching each other masturbate. I remember thinking that if we were going to screw would have to stop beating-off. But it was so exciting watching her masturbate that I just went ahead and did myself all the way.

A while later we got married. I remember getting an erection during the ceremony, thinking of her body. The reception lasted forever but finally we were alone. When she got undressed I noticed she was wearing a blue garter. I had this thought that it would be really nice to fuck her when she was wearing nothing but that garter. Unfortunately I've never been able to tell women what I want and she took it off. So we had missionary sex.

The next day we were on our honeymoon. When we arrived at our first night's hotel she undressed and told me she wanted to feel something cold against her pussy, something like money. I took out a large coin and pressed it against her cunt lips. I wiggled it around but it didn't seem to work that well. So I looked around frantically for the right tool, and then there it was- her hairbrush. I slid the handle into her cunt and it was perfect! So I fucked my new bride with a hairbrush until she had one of her signature orgasms. How cool is that?

So it seemed that we were started off on what might promise to be an interesting marriage. Unfortunately that was the last time we had sex on our honeymoon.

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Masturbating over my ex before we got together

I met my ex-wife when we were both going to college. The most distinct memory I have of that first meeting is noticing the little lumps in the brown sweater she was wearing. I could tell that she didn't quite fill out her bra. She also had a very pretty face. Although I saw her on several other occasions nothing really happened between us, at least at first.

About a year later we were in the same class together. I started sitting next to her and we began to talk after class. Finally we had lunch together. Now I had a crush on her. The more I looked at her the more beautiful she seemed. At night I would lay in bed and masturbate over her. I became less interested in porn and much more interested in creaming over my memories and fantasies about her. I I I would imagine us having sex and maybe even me going down on her. I certainly was curious about what her breasts looked like.

Someone who noticed how we were hanging out together took me aside one day and explained to me that she was living with another guy. I was shocked. I knew who this guy was too. Soon the initial shock changed to despair.

I was lying in bed that evening. I didn't really feel like masturbating as I was too upset. The thought of her being with him kept coming into my mind. Then I wondered f they were having sex. Of course they were! I tried to put it out of my mind, but the thought of them having sex kept coming back. That thought made me even more depressed. It also gave me a bit of an erection. I squeezed my dick a few times and it got harder. Somehow it seemed all wrong, but I started playing with myself as I thought of them together. Then I was masturbating at full force.

The thought of them fucking gave me a really good orgasm. Now my attitude changed completely. I decided that I was going to continue hanging out with her. At night I would masturbate over the sex I imagined she was having with her boyfriend. It made me lust after her even more than before. Pretty soon she moved out and not too long after that I moved in with her.

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my collection of my ex's pics

My ex-wife filed for a divorce and I moved out. We hadn't had sex in so long and we argued so much that it was a relief to get away from her. However before I left our home I made sure to round up some of my favorite pics of her. There was a lovely pic of her in her wedding dress. I had several of her in bathing suits. There was a nice one of her from before we met. But best of all were some slides I had taken of her before we were married. We were camping out, she was topless, and I caught a pic of her bare breasts. This was a real rarity since they were rather small knobs that she was ashamed of, although to me they were very sexy.

So now I'm in my new apartment, alone. I had a nice collection of porn mags, but on occasion I would pull out her pics to jerk-off over. It was a real turn-on. I'd ogle that pic of her in her wedding dress. She was so pretty, and flat-chested! I'd stroke my little dick and think about how she had rejected me. I'd wonder if she realized these pics were missing and that I was masturbating over them.

When I took out the pic from before we met I'd admire her hour-glass figure. I called that one “Wayne's girl” since her former boyfriend had taken it. It always excited me to think about someone else having her.

But best of all was that slide of her bare breasts. She wasn't exactly flat- she had little knobs. They were so cute and really stood out in their smallness. And that look on her face! She never would have agreed to have her tiny little titties photographed, but I had caught her on film. Her face showed her annoyance, as if to say “just what do you think you're doing?” But now I had her, at least on this slide, for my masturbation pleasure. Now she was giving me sex whenever I wanted it!!!

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