Jerk-off loser

Jerk-off loser, that's me. I like masturbating to those jerk-off encouragement flicks. Here's a sample of one that I find particularly arousing.



So let's go over what Celine is saying in some detail.


Celine: “Always use your fucking hand pussy. The only pussy in your life (laughs).”

Celine sure does look sexy. She's the kind of babe most guys would love to fuck, but guys like us only get to fuck our hands (if your a woman, then perhaps you only have your fingers to make love to). While I have had pussy I didn't get it until I was 25 and I thought I would never get any. So deep down inside I relate to this. And when my ex-wife divorced me (actually even before that) I was back in the same situation. If you haven't had sex for years you might as well be a virgin. And us virgins only have our hands to make love to, so let's start stroking. I use to be ashamed of this but now it turns me on. And I like being laughed at while I beat my meat.

Celine: “You are so pathetic. You are a pathetic virgin guy.”

Being called pathetic only makes my arousal more intense. Some guys might boast of having many conquests in the form of women layed and cherries popped. Not me. I'm a pathetic masturbator who has jerked-off many thousands of times.


Celine: “Today you're going to taste your cum for me. It's my way...”

This is one of those special masturbation encouragement vids. She's telling me to taste my own cum! It's her way! And I'm up for it. Especially since she's making fun of me and calling me pathetic. What could be more pathetic than eating your own cum after masturbating over porn? Of course, I'm going to do it my way, in front of my computer and catching every drop in my hand.

Celine: “Stroke your cock for me.”

What's a guy to do? Yes, I'll stroke it for you!



Look at the way she's standing over us now! She's so superior! So sexy! Notice that terrific figure! And she's making the fist! She knows we're masturbating over her sexy body and she's not even going to undress for us. We're to pathetic to even see her tits, let alone pussy. She'll save that for some stud, some real man who knows how to satisfy women. But she has let us see her in that sexy leather outfit so lets all cream and swallow it! Lick up every drop and thank her for giving us this video!

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The Story of O

The December 1975 issue of Playboy did a story on “The story of O”. Back then I was a fairly regular masturbator of Playboy and this story really caught my eye. They told a story of a woman, played by the incredibly beautiful Corine Clery, who is left by her lover at a chateau where she can be had my any man who wants her. They describe how she had her labia pierced and a double gold ring inserted with which she was led naked on a chain attached to this ring between her legs.

Naturally this story got me very excited and I masturbated over the few pics that Playboy included with the article. Kink really turns me on and they described a very kinky flick. I was conflicted over one pic however. It showed a whipping scene.

The woman tied to the posts had what I considered to be a very nice body- sexy thighs and a cute bush. Ind I was really turned on by the way she was tied in that spread-eagle position. But I didn't feel right masturbating over a whipping. So I focused on her body rather than the deed and dumped my load several times to this particular shots.

Years and several BMSD mags later I was on the internet and happened across a reference to the story of O. I downloaded a short clip that depicted one of O's whippings (she was the clothed one on the right in the pic above).






A blast from the past! And just look at how beautiful Corine is! I masturbated over that short clip and then looked for more. But all I could find was more copies of the same clip.

Still later I ran across some porn about the training of O. “The Training of O turns girls into proper sex slaves. They are dropped off by their husbands or boyfriends and over four days trained to be the perfect sluts. They become total whores for cock and they always do whatever they are commanded. “ Well, I wonder where they got that idea?



This pic shows the lovely Bobby Starr being trained. While this made very good masturbation material after a few blown loads I went looking for the original. And I found a good copy of the whole thing!

What wonderful masturbation sessions I had with that flick! It was so intense from end-to-end! It starts out with a cab ride where her lover tells her to take off her panties. The cab driver is watching in the mirror. After her bra comes off and some breast fondling she is blindfolded and taken to the chateau where two women undress her and prepare her with nipple make-up and a color. She is told that it is forbidden to keep her legs together. Then there is a very erotic scene where she is fucked in all sorts of ways by a group of strangers while her lover watches. There's scene after scene of O being used by men and every time she puts up with it.



In this scene O and her lover have left the chateau and met a friend who she's given to. He proceeds to tell her to strip and here he has his hand in her crotch. I'm masturbating and dripping lots of pre-cum. It's so exciting the way he's helping himself to her beautiful body. He tells her “You are easy.” He says that she wants every man that desires her. That all of this is an alibi for her sensuality.











Here he tells her to play with herself. Then he bends her over the couch and gives her a good fucking doggy-style. Corine is so incredibility sexy. Such a pretty face and hair. And those tits- nice and full but not too large. And her shape! It's just so great to masturbate over her beautiful body while all those different men use her. She acts so proud, she's not a slut, but she lets them do whatever they want!




I made a whole blog about the story of O, I was so taken by it. But I didn't get much traffic and I did away with it. I lost the flick when my system crashed but I've just recently downloaded it again. Now I'm beatin-off like crazy to this erotic story.



Here's a short clip which is intended only to be used for masturbation.

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Masturbation material

I started masturbating without props, but it wasn't long before I noticed some pics of sexy women in the bathroom where I often did my deed. One of the first was the JC Pennies catalog that had women modeling lingerie. At the time these seemed almost like the women were nude. They were in bras, panties, slips and stockings. This made very nice masturbation material, but somehow the catalog disappeared from its place in the bathroom.

A bit latter my older brother brought used Playboy mags” home. He kept them in a hiding place in the basement and that spot soon became one of my favorite masturbation places. Of course I had to do the deed when no one was around so that limited my porn masturbation.

When I went off to college things changed. I had a roommate my first year and as a result, no porn. Mostly I masturbated in the shower. However after that first year I had an apartment of my own and I always had a porn stash. The nice thing about this arrangement was that I could beat-off over porn anytime I wanted (except when I had a class of course).

I met my ex-wife when I was in school and after a bit I moved in with her. Once again I didn't have porn but I did have sex with a real woman. At first this was much better than jerking-off over pics of naked women as I got to do some of those things I had been masturbating over. It was very exciting! But after awhile we were having sex less often and when we both graduated we split up.

After college I got a job and an apartment and started collecting porn again. I had more money now and as a result I also had more porn. Shopping for porn was always an adventure.

My ex-wife got back in touch with me and we started visiting each other so I had to hide my porn collection. Once she made a surprise visit and I had to stuff everything under the bed. Eventually she asked me if I still wanted to marry her (I had proposed before we split up) and I said yes, so once again I had no porn.

On our honeymoon I did her with a hairbrush. But that was the only time we had sex on our honeymoon. We did it off and on during the first part of our marred life but it really wasn't enough to satisfy my sex drive so I had to supplement our sex with shower masturbation. Eventually we bought a house and I happened to find a porn mag in the attic. I remember in particular a pic of a naked young blond with ice cream from a cone dripping down her chest. It was very nice to masturbate to porn again.

I started up a porn collection in what I thought was a secure hiding place in the basement. I would go down there and cream over those lovely ladies, sometimes when my ex was upstairs. I had to be ready to pull up my pants at any moment, but it was well worth the risk. Then one time, when we were having one of our arguments, she mentioned the porn. So I moved it to a safer spot, but continued my habit.

When she threw me out of our house I started up another porn collection. This one got nice and large and I spent a lot more time masturbating over it. But then I found the internet” and all its porn.

I must say that the internet has changed my porn masturbation considerably. For one thing, there is such a wealth of porn to chose from. I, for one, can never make up my mind so I end up masturbating to all varieties of porn and many different pretty girls. Back when I used mags I would beat-off over a few different babes for weeks at a time. Another thing about internet porn, especially lately, is the superb resolution of many of the pics. I got an extra-large monitor and now most of the pics are larger and sharper than even yesteryear’s Playboy centerfolds.

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Proper care and handling of a penis

When I beat-off I have a firm hold on my little dick so that my hand does not slide over my penis skin. I'll grip my dick in several different ways, but I don't let my hand slide over my penis skin. I started out rubbing it with a closed fist, as that's the way my brother first did it to me. But I soon developed sores from the friction and was having difficulty masturbating as much as I wanted to until I caught on to the idea of holding on tight enough to prevent that type of friction.

Of course, a lot of guys like to lube up. I tried that with Vaseline once and it felt really nice, but it was such a mess afterward. Sometimes I'll lube up with my precum. That's really nice too, but it usually doesn't last very long. Of course, if I'm having a marathon masturbation session I'll get several precum lubes, short though they may be.

With practice we all learn how to become expert masturbators. I learned early on where my most sensitive spot is. Mine is on the underside of my dick- that inner foreskin just below the frenulum. Sometimes I'll just hold my dick between my thumb (on top) roll two fingers in a circular motion around this area. This is a very good way to browse for porn. Of course, when I find the babe of my dreams I'll switch to full-fisted jerking-off.

As any expert masturbator knows, self-pleasuring can be extended by the practice of edging. It took me awhile to develop this. I use to be overcome by the desire to cum. I use to wish I could cum over and over again. But that doesn't work so well for me so I've learned to keep my cum inside. When I started masturbating for over an hour at a time I would sometimes get achy balls. I wondered if I was somehow damaging myself by so much masturbation. But masturbation is so wonderful that I just didn't want to stop. Eventually this became less of an issue. I think that I got use to it with practice. Perhaps this is like what happens when you exercise- it becomes less painful as your body adapts. One thing I think I'll never adapt to is pictures of nude women however. They always seem to excite me, even after thousands of masturbations (but that's a topic for another post).

I don't just rub the underside of my dick or stroke my shaft. I like other things to, like pinching or caressing the head of my dick. I'm not so sensitive there, but I do like doing that, especially when it's time to stop stroking furiously if I'm going to hold my cum in. It's also a good way to get some stimulation when your pants are on. I also pull on it, squeeze it, and all sorts of other manipulations. It;s fun!

Then there's the issue of cum- when it finally cums out- what to do with it.

I remember a time long ago when I was in the woods beating-off. I got myself off quickly, and afterward noticed that white stuff on the leaves. It seemed like a waste, but I just left it there. Later I would masturbate in the basement and afterward do the same, just leave it on the concrete floor. But after awhile I noticed that it was starting to smell so I had to start cleaning it up afterward. But when I did it in bed I would just pull up my pants or whatever. This wasn't good because I started getting sores from leaving cum on myself all the time. So I started using a washcloth. But lately, since I've got into eating my own cum, I've found a different way to dispose of it.

I'm not always in the mood to eat my cum, but other times it's an extra treat. I might do it as a special tribute to the babe I've just blown it over. I catch it in my hand, pop it in my mouth, and maybe hold it there a moment. That stuff has an interesting taste. This precum's not bad either!

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The stages of masturbation

As Masturbators we are all probably familiar with the the stages we go through when we engage in self-pleasure. Of course, this can refer to two kinds of stages: the slow transformation we go through from novice masturbators to experts and the phases we experience in a single session. Today I'm going to talk about the latter.



Masturbation often starts with desire even before you have your pants off and your hands on your genitals. Maybe you're at work, getting ready to go home. Maybe you're thinking about a nice long session in front of your computer, taking in all sorts of delicious porn. Sometimes I can hardly wait to get home. There are traffic lights and congested roads between me and masturbation.



Finally I'm there. I turn on my computer and get my pants off. It seems like it takes forever for my computer to boot up and while I wait I take my little dick in hand and give it some encouragement. This feels nice and I think about what's coming up. Finally I'm on-line.



Sometimes there are windows open from my last session and I take up where I left off. Other times I start anew. Today there was a window open with pics of Peachez as a bride and another with cum tributes. I was thinking about posts to porn-masturbation about both of these topics, but we'll see how this develops. As porn sessions progress I often get distracted. I check out the photos in both of these folders as I work on my dick. I'm getting hot and erect. Next I check on my blogs.



I get stimulated by looking at my own blogs. They show the world what I've been masturbating about lately. No new comments today. Now I'm going to do the rounds at the usual porn sites.



There are so many pics of good looking women out there. My hand is working on my dick while my eyes scan their bodies. There's a brunette with a sexy cunt. There's a blond with a petty face and interesting tits. Here's another pic of the blond- she's spreading her legs and showing me her swollen cunt. I love it when women spread wide like that! My eyes go from her cunt to her tits and to her face. She's so beautiful and I'm stroking faster. Now I'm noticing more detail- those thick red lips, her beautiful eyes, that smooth tummy, and her pussy again. This pic is going in my “cunts” folder. Here's a nice one of her that's going in my “full frontal nudity” folder. This pose really shows off her figure. Now I'm oozing precum. Tasty stuff!



I'm sure that I could cream over the blond, but I have plenty of time on my hands so I move on to the next babe. A sexy brunette pulling down her panties. She gets a couple of strokes. A closeup of a blond spreading. Nice looking cunt. She gets even more strokes, as well as thoughts about going down on her. I like her neatly trimmed bush. But it's much darker than her blond hair. Another brunette with a pretty pussy. I'm, rubbing precum on my frenulum. It's a natural lube, but it doesn't last long.



I leave the pretty girl site and I'm briefly distracted by some Henti pics. Then it's on to some hardcore stuff. It's a “fetish action” clip. They are both in black leather outfits and the guy is fucking this lady with short black hair doggy-style. I really like doggy-style, it makes the lady seem like some kind of sexual animal. He's got a big cock and he's making her ass shake with each thrust. Then he grabs her hair and puts his tongue in her mouth as he continues to thrust that big cock into her pussy. I have to slow down or else I'll loose it.



A woman doing herself with a pink dildo. A blond in bondage. This feels so good. I'm leaking more precum and I go to a search site and look up bondage. Here's a pic of a guy screwing a gal whose got her limbs in cuffs with her legs spread wide. Got to slow down again- I'm getting there sooner and sooner. Here's a lady bound and servicing five hard cocks. Here's a pretty brunette bound, fucked fingered. Several guys are standing around with cock in hand. That's so hot, I almost loose it. Need more. A bound and blindfolded girl with a dozen hands on her body! They're unzipping and pulling their cocks out. Sucking and fucking- my dick feels so good!



Now I check a download I started earlier. It's a clip of two ladies and a bunch of guys. They strip, make out, and then start sucking the guys. One of the guys goes down on the brunette while she's sucking other guys. I'm stroking like crazy and I don't stop. Out comes my cum.



Now we're at the post-orgasm letdown stage. It's been about two and a half hours and I sure was having fun, but my little dick has now gotten even smaller. I really shouldn't be masturbating over bondage. Maybe I shouldn't be spending so much time masturbating, after all, I do have things I need to take care of. That clip is still running. That cute brunette with the small saggy tits is getting her pussy licked and a tit sucked while she sucks a cock. I roll my limp little dick between my fingers and watch while some guy feels her up. She sure is pretty and my dick is getting bigger. She sure does seem to be enjoying herself. A new guy starts licking her cunt, she switches dicks and I'm stroking hard again. I probably don't have to be as careful now.

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Naked walk

Masturbating in front of my computer is only good exercise for my hands. This time of year I also like to get exercise by hiking in the mountains. I've mentioned before that I sometimes masturbate while doing this.

It was a hot day and the trail was deserted. I worked my way up the mountain side until I got to the first overlook. I hung my pack on a branch, slipped my shorts down to my thighs, and started jerking my little dick. Now if you've ever tried masturbating after intense exercise you probably realize that it takes a while to get it up. I eventually got a bit of an erection and then walked over to the overlook.

Masturbating outdoors in the wide open spaces can be exciting. It's very liberating not to be holed up in some confined, secrete place. Also the chance that some other hikers might come along makes it a bit exciting. I stoked by dick and took in the scenery. In the distance there was a little town, and I always remember the time I was masturbating here and the thought that someone down there might be fucking his wife or girl friend entered my head. That first time that thought made me cum. Ever since I like to think about how I'm up here pulling my pud and maybe someone down there is scoring with a woman.

After a bit I pulled up my pants and continued on my hike. At the next overlook my pants came down again. It was hot and I was drenched in sweat and my dick was about as small as it could possible get. I managed to get a bit of an erection and this time I got the idea of getting completely naked. I didn't do it at this spot though, as it wasn't all that secluded. I made plans to strip at an overlook on the way back that was off the trail a bit.

Finally I arrived at that overlook after having dropped my pants several more times. This was exciting, I was going to do something new. I walked down the little side trail to the overlook, sat down and took my boots and socks off, and then everything else. Now I was completely naked with little dick in hand. I walked over the flat rock to the edge of the overlook, stroking my dick slowly on the way. It felt very liberating to be completely naked, besides the fact that it was much cooler and the day was very hot.

I masturbated for a bit, taking in the scenery. Then I decided to walk back along the trail a bit. This reminded me a bit of when I use to go outdoors naked as an adolescent. Of course, now it was daylight. I walked down the path until I came to the main trail. What if some other hikers were to come around that bend up ahead? I could probably hear them coming and hide before they saw me. I walked down the main trail and rounded the bend. This was very exciting.

I considered continuing my hike completely naked but decided this would be a bad idea. So I returned to where my clothes were and put on my shorts, boots and socks. This was a compromise, as I could now walk along the trail with my shorts down to my thighs. I continued along until I came to the last overlook where I finally dumped my load on the rocks.

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Had to keep my pants on

I got a lot of blogging done today. I stayed home because there were some repairs that needed to be done. I had to keep my pants on since there were men working about. That didn't keep me from going on the net.

I posted a piece about kink. Normally when I do something like this I'm not wearing pants and I'm masturbating quite a bit while I post. Instead I had a hard-on that I occasionally squeezed through my pants.

Even though I kept my pants on it was still a bit exciting since I might get caught looking at porn.

I did a post about a scan of an old-time cunnilingus mag. Normally I would probably have creamed over this one when I finished. Instead all I had was a raging hard-on so I wrote another post about being subservient.

I wrote a story for my masturbation fantasies blog. Normally I can't finish one of these without creaming. In fact, it usually takes me several orgasms to write one of these.

Now they're all gone and I've got my pants off and my little dick in hand. Masturbation sure does feel good!!! But now I have to decide which of these posts I'm going to cum over.

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